Sunday, September 28, 2014

Pom pom lo

Home showered!!! Evil pattern. After shower must dash around. This time he jumped around in room. Grabbed his bone bone and hidden under bed. Guessed he is tired.
He slipped and falls a few time in bathroom when getting a shower, but i was there holding on to him.
Its such a big different to the last time i bath him when he lay on the floor helplessly, requires another manpower helps.
Lets cheers to his recovery. Fighting.

Lkl

Saturday, September 27, 2014

我很忙

當有人問好不好
怕傷心奪眶就咬牙說我很忙
這完美的謊 完美的偽裝
才讓我的痛沒人看到

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Bbbbbbbbb


Hey!! Its been five days since bb is home~ 
He is definitely back to him self more each day.. irritating pup, haha. Haven learn to walk properly already dashing arounf and jumping onto sofa.. its stop my heartbeat. But well nevertheless, he is geyting better slowly regaining more strength.. back to where we could cuddle and sleep together is what we needed. He is also being watch by me almost 24hours. And getting ample of rest and nutritions needed. Appetite is horrendous again. For food he will chase after you.. 
ANd he doesmt like the idea of being lock in crate. He would bark real loud and non stop. Pity my ear drums and neighbour. But now it kinds of become if i need to go out then he will be lock in. Otherwise he is out with me at home. We minimise his playing and attention given so he can sleep and rest.. 
Photo elaborated below. 
And yes!  Cant wait for him to grow fluffy again. Missing his bear looks. Thats what he is being name after. 

Lkl 



Spot bb.
Halloween came early for us. We are gonna celebrate at home this year again!
Trying to read and be smart.
Zzzz

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Long awaiting friday

Its here!!. Cant wait to end my attachment, pick up bb, go for grooming and home!!!
Its all coming to an end.

Lkl

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Good union

Visited bearbear again.. happy to see him off stitches. The opt site are good. So far so good. Just wait for me a few more days bb. Mummy will bring you home. Also thanks ang toot toot whom company me today to visit again. Thank you so much.. 

Lkl

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Sorry bb. Unable to visit you or fetch you back for discharge.

No more no more

No more drips, cannula, wrap here and there, shave here and there, etc
A few more days you will be able to discharge and remove stitches i guess. But when is the right time for you to home?
Anyways mum took out 1k for bb but i rejected. Reasons, too many. She asked me to gave up bb. How could i. I already declare 'bankrupt', in debts just for my precious son and here she is still not getting the picture. next, money has been really sensitive when it comes to my mum. for friends who has been with me long and close enough, you should know. What my siblings and i had been through. She is not even the last person in my mind nor list that i will approach her help on money matters. NEVER. oh well, lets skip her.. its gonna corrupt bb blog.
Anyways. Following two days i wont be able to visit bb. next mon to wed as well. Hais. Cant wait to bring you home to the environment where you are familiar and comfortable. My tiredness are secondary to any other matters. I miss you.

Lkl

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

Expose opt site.

Those stitches that scars my heart.

Its been a week bb is not at home. Everytime when im reaching home hoping to see him greets me never fail. even after visiting him, i do forget at times that he is not at home. Maybe i still cant accept the fact that he is hospitalise, undergoing all these at the age of two. Two weeks of mental torture pass. We are getting better everyday. And we will. I cant wait for you to be home. Each time you whine when im leaving its so hard for me that i wish i was deaf.

Lkl

Monday, September 8, 2014

Horror strikes

Visited bb as usual. Lets talk about a horror. I was requesting a up to date hospitalization bill for bb, and they wanted to collect another 4k of deposit. -.- my 1k of deposit cant tank bb bill. Bb bill currently now is 6k (amounts round down, to make me feel better.)
But i thought 80% upfront was to paid when discharge!? Anyways, spoken and we will see when the vet, finance consultant and me meet. hais.
Bb is eating and drinking well. Poop poop and wee wee well too. Except the same when lying/sitting down. Bb manage to make himself sit but in awkward position that seems uncomfortable. Still unable to stand. Not even speaking of walk. Whines as usual when i leave.
Im happy that i could place him on my lap. Hug him. Touch him. Kiss him. Smell him. Etc... im not sick. But i miss him. He doesnt want to stay there, but cant be help. Clinched onto me like koala bear. So sad. Always crying out his lungs whenever i left. Kills me a little and push me to come visit him everyday.
Bb we will get better. We need to gain weight together as well.

Lkl

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Sunday visit

Glad that bb looks so much better today. Drip off, alert, wanting to snatch bone bone with me, hi-five with me, eating well, thou not dried food. Carried him, resting on my lap like finally in my arms again. But when i put him back he whines wanting to home. And he whines real loud, not much in pain or distress. I just cant stand the patches and matted hair hes got now.
And i cant believe that bb lost 2kg.. but at least now bb is not overweight. Cant wait for you to be home and start walking again. Surgeon spoken to me said that his nerves is getting sensitive. Isnt that glad to hear? :)
Bb fighting! Mummy supports you.

Lkl