Discharged

Relieved with dear looking after bb.
Bb is discharge lo!! Whether he could walk, i really duno. lets just pray for the best. Whatever it is im not giving away. Unless foster if they can afford bb treatments and surgery. But even surgery, i know the chance of recovery also slim, if it really is neuro problems. But bb still have nerves reflexes. We shall see.
Im stressing over the care of bb during my attachment.
Bb please get well like real soon. Your so quiet now, so not you.
Disappointed with the clinic thou. I doubt they turn and position bb.. cause bb fluffy hair was drowned in his pee. Lucky no sores.
And i already emphasize on the financial issues but they make it like a mandatory to seek for specialist..  CT scan may not even have a findings. ANd whats next after a CT, inx and surgery.. how to fork out the money. And, if it is nerves, dont they know? Spine nerves once dead its bloody difficult to reverse it?
Staying in your clinic for observatioN, i can provide too, except painkillers. Bb appetite is fine so far, so not an issue. Ill take care of him better than you guys. If theres no alternatives, i cant agree with current suggestions.
Painkiller i shall give when needed. TRamadol is too strong for him. And actually their drugs is the same as human, the way to manage i totally understands.
So lkl way for now.
Bb will feel better staying at home seeing me as well.

Bb shall get ample of rest today. 

Lkl