Can tell you feel more comfortable after bathing.. but its was not what i predicted. I thought i could handle him myself bathing, but reality slap me on face. Everytime i see you pee on yourself, it feels like ive been tear into pieces. and to hear comments which i DONT wanna hear because of your insensitivity, really plays my patience. Cant help it buy lose it infront of 'guest'. But i cant be bothered much. Im just head on with it unless you want see me like really myself at my lowest point.
I already dont feel like talking or seeing anyone. Need a space just for bb and me. Because bb need rest, i need my time to adapt too.
Anyways back to bb.
Day 2 back from clinic his reflexes improves better than day 1. Just that he refuse his meds, but not worrying part yet, cause bb is strong and brave: ) his pain threshold is not at his worse from what ive seen. So its ok.
I like the fact that bb whines to ask me bring him to poop and pee this morning. In this case he will not be dremch in pee.
His appetites never decreased once home.. and i knew it home is better as its a familiar place for you, less stress.
Helping bb with ROM. Checking with his reflexes really 2-3 hours. I dont even need an alarm to wake during the night, because all my mind is filled with thoughts of bb, i need to turn him, no pressure sores, feed water etc.
And now ive become more positive with him in recovery.
Bb jiayous!. We can pulled through.
Im with you. Rest more.
Every conversation makes me emotional, so please, refrain conversation about my dog.
Lkl
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